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Monday, May 26, 2008
sexy chats....
you wanna do phone or did u pass out ??
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On Mon 26 May 2008 04:59 AM, wrote:
> i am thinking of a jerk n dump scenario
> --------------------------------------------------
> On Mon 26 May 2008 04:58 AM, seanbateman9 wrote:
>
> dunno iam pretty laid back right now
> pumped to the gills with valerian herb and going to take some ambiens
> what did u have in mind and would u traval ?
>
>
>
> --------------------------------------------------
> On Mon 26 May 2008 04:53 AM,wrote:
>
> looking to get a good lay
> --------------------------------------------------
> On Mon 26 May 2008 04:53 AM, seanbateman9 wrote:
>
> thats was sweet -
>
> hehee --
>
> what are u doing up ?
> my hood is alive with drunk 20 soemthings...crashing cars
> and playing music in the street...dont really want to sleep right now -
>
>
> --------------------------------------------------
> On Mon 26 May 2008 04:51 AM, wrote:
>
> happy b day
> --------------------------------------------------
> On Mon 26 May 2008 04:50 AM, seanbateman9 wrote:
>
> fuk brah i cant seem to stop working --
> sup ??
> iam cruzing here but working as well on my blogs etc....
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
From:
Subject: Re: wanna fuck?
Date: Mon 26 May 2008 05:18 AM
yea, perhaps i'm schizoid in my emotional self-sufficiency but i observe
guys' "micro-tells" (brief facial expressions n vocal
intonations). funny how
some who wanna say it cant, while so many that do say it falsely. meh.
not exactly non-conformist here per se, just more elective about it all.
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On Mon 26 May 2008 05:13 AM, seanbateman9 wrote:
> well those fags in chelsea - what do they know - ?
> nothing...
> so few real men with real ideas and real lives man -
> you sound like a man who knows what he likes and doesnt follow....
>
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> On Mon 26 May 2008 05:11 AM, wrote:
>
> perhaps, but so many gay men aren't necessarily acclimated to emotional
> honesty, who would really know?
>
> throbbing here btw...
> --------------------------------------------------
> On Mon 26 May 2008 05:08 AM, seanbateman9 wrote:
>
> iam sure guys fall in love with you all the time - my bro --
>
>
> --------------------------------------------------
> On Mon 26 May 2008 05:03 AM, wrote:
>
> no sweat, i could do all the work n u could just lay there...
>
> just sayin ;)
>
> but i'll stop now.
>
> ahem.
> --------------------------------------------------
> On Mon 26 May 2008 05:01 AM, seanbateman9 wrote:
>
> ok man -- ill let you know -
>
> ill be up for awhile - but like i said iam a little high on sleeping
> pills
> --
> and not real focused --
>
> :)
> more later....
>
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On Mon 26 May 2008 04:59 AM, wrote:
> i am thinking of a jerk n dump scenario
> --------------------------------------------------
> On Mon 26 May 2008 04:58 AM, seanbateman9 wrote:
>
> dunno iam pretty laid back right now
> pumped to the gills with valerian herb and going to take some ambiens
> what did u have in mind and would u traval ?
>
>
>
> --------------------------------------------------
> On Mon 26 May 2008 04:53 AM,wrote:
>
> looking to get a good lay
> --------------------------------------------------
> On Mon 26 May 2008 04:53 AM, seanbateman9 wrote:
>
> thats was sweet -
>
> hehee --
>
> what are u doing up ?
> my hood is alive with drunk 20 soemthings...crashing cars
> and playing music in the street...dont really want to sleep right now -
>
>
> --------------------------------------------------
> On Mon 26 May 2008 04:51 AM, wrote:
>
> happy b day
> --------------------------------------------------
> On Mon 26 May 2008 04:50 AM, seanbateman9 wrote:
>
> fuk brah i cant seem to stop working --
> sup ??
> iam cruzing here but working as well on my blogs etc....
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
From:
Subject: Re: wanna fuck?
Date: Mon 26 May 2008 05:18 AM
yea, perhaps i'm schizoid in my emotional self-sufficiency but i observe
guys' "micro-tells" (brief facial expressions n vocal
intonations). funny how
some who wanna say it cant, while so many that do say it falsely. meh.
not exactly non-conformist here per se, just more elective about it all.
--------------------------------------------------
On Mon 26 May 2008 05:13 AM, seanbateman9 wrote:
> well those fags in chelsea - what do they know - ?
> nothing...
> so few real men with real ideas and real lives man -
> you sound like a man who knows what he likes and doesnt follow....
>
> --------------------------------------------------
> On Mon 26 May 2008 05:11 AM, wrote:
>
> perhaps, but so many gay men aren't necessarily acclimated to emotional
> honesty, who would really know?
>
> throbbing here btw...
> --------------------------------------------------
> On Mon 26 May 2008 05:08 AM, seanbateman9 wrote:
>
> iam sure guys fall in love with you all the time - my bro --
>
>
> --------------------------------------------------
> On Mon 26 May 2008 05:03 AM, wrote:
>
> no sweat, i could do all the work n u could just lay there...
>
> just sayin ;)
>
> but i'll stop now.
>
> ahem.
> --------------------------------------------------
> On Mon 26 May 2008 05:01 AM, seanbateman9 wrote:
>
> ok man -- ill let you know -
>
> ill be up for awhile - but like i said iam a little high on sleeping
> pills
> --
> and not real focused --
>
> :)
> more later....
>
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
Sean's sex diary...
it was a few weeks later...
when a real darkness came over me...and i couldn't stop the "voices" in my head...
i had gotten drunk a few times from some "White Label" scotch stashed in my parents garage...and was feeling confused and spaced out...
i just remember climbing to the crawl-space above my dad's offices and then seeing a crate of swimming pool acid...
i got an idea but i ignored it --
then laying down on a pile of old rags, i pulled off my pants and began...to "spank one off" as fast as i could:
then i heard jake coming up the ladder...and
i couldn't get my pants up fast enough...
he totally caught me -- buttoning up my pants...
"oh well, well, well...what have we here -- ??"
jake kind of bellowed out and then grabbed the top button of my jeans and undid them...again -
exposing my pre-cummed adolescent cock...
he surveyed it - up and down and then without warning he grabbed the middle of the shaft, looked into my eyes and said:
"thats really beautiful..."
and then with his fist around my dick he looked me into the eyes again and for a minute i thought he might kiss me....but he touched my lower lip and ran a finger across it...and then just, paused for a second...
"hey, ya wanna try some of this...? he kind of jutted his chin toward me....
and with that he unbuttoned his pants and pulled out his own cock -- now totally big and hard...and dripping at the head with pre-cum...
"i wont tell anybody you were jerking off up here if you jerk me off too and well call it even...deal?" jake offered up - like kind of like --- blackmail...jake's specialty...
i was shaking...
i nodded:
"yes..."
my dick was now fully hard again looking at Jake's dick...
my dick was that still of a boy but his was the first true male - man, erection i ever saw...
it seemed huge compared to mine...
he had hair on his balls and they hugged the shaft of his cock at first and then when he relaxed and rubbed his dick more they fell down and became two separate nuts hanging there...full of juice...oozing out...
"go ahead man - put your hand around it..." he said guiding my hand to his pole...it was warm, i remember and i got a whiff of his crotch because he wasn't wearing any underwear...
>>>it smelled musky, like a locker room. kinda damp and masculine...
i was experiencing so many feelings...
and then without warning jake directed the head of his cock to my lips and then without talking - maybe i nodded yes - i dunno...
his erection passed over my lips and went into my mouth and i began to suck it...
it felt good and right for me to do it somehow -- connect to jake in this way: i think i was in love with him...
i dunno...
i don't remember much else...
i don't know if i came...
or jerked off my own dick while i sucked him off
but i do remember liking the taste and feeling that it seemed so big in my mouth...
Jake's moves were smooth -- like hed done something like this before...
he was pushing the head and shaft all the way into my throat...his voice becoming soft and almost affectionate...
saying things like:
"thats it -- good boy...you like that???
it feels nice - right ?
good - -- good boy...
oh yeah, it feels so good...oh..fuc yeah...baby..thats it..."
touching the top of my head nice...and stroking my hair -touching the back of my head - and then pulling me closer to him...so the side of my face brushed against his stomach as i sucked him off...and then he wrapped his arms around me....
just then, (and i think jake would have came or was getting ready to come but) my father's secretary came around asking if were were going to lunch or not...
"hey! hey you guys!"
we could hear her from the outside warehouse of the machine shop...
"hey!" she called out - :where are you boys ? what are you two up to...?"
when a real darkness came over me...and i couldn't stop the "voices" in my head...
i had gotten drunk a few times from some "White Label" scotch stashed in my parents garage...and was feeling confused and spaced out...
i just remember climbing to the crawl-space above my dad's offices and then seeing a crate of swimming pool acid...
i got an idea but i ignored it --
then laying down on a pile of old rags, i pulled off my pants and began...to "spank one off" as fast as i could:
then i heard jake coming up the ladder...and
i couldn't get my pants up fast enough...
he totally caught me -- buttoning up my pants...
"oh well, well, well...what have we here -- ??"
jake kind of bellowed out and then grabbed the top button of my jeans and undid them...again -
exposing my pre-cummed adolescent cock...
he surveyed it - up and down and then without warning he grabbed the middle of the shaft, looked into my eyes and said:
"thats really beautiful..."
and then with his fist around my dick he looked me into the eyes again and for a minute i thought he might kiss me....but he touched my lower lip and ran a finger across it...and then just, paused for a second...
"hey, ya wanna try some of this...? he kind of jutted his chin toward me....
and with that he unbuttoned his pants and pulled out his own cock -- now totally big and hard...and dripping at the head with pre-cum...
"i wont tell anybody you were jerking off up here if you jerk me off too and well call it even...deal?" jake offered up - like kind of like --- blackmail...jake's specialty...
i was shaking...
i nodded:
"yes..."
my dick was now fully hard again looking at Jake's dick...
my dick was that still of a boy but his was the first true male - man, erection i ever saw...
it seemed huge compared to mine...
he had hair on his balls and they hugged the shaft of his cock at first and then when he relaxed and rubbed his dick more they fell down and became two separate nuts hanging there...full of juice...oozing out...
"go ahead man - put your hand around it..." he said guiding my hand to his pole...it was warm, i remember and i got a whiff of his crotch because he wasn't wearing any underwear...
>>>it smelled musky, like a locker room. kinda damp and masculine...
i was experiencing so many feelings...
and then without warning jake directed the head of his cock to my lips and then without talking - maybe i nodded yes - i dunno...
his erection passed over my lips and went into my mouth and i began to suck it...
it felt good and right for me to do it somehow -- connect to jake in this way: i think i was in love with him...
i dunno...
i don't remember much else...
i don't know if i came...
or jerked off my own dick while i sucked him off
but i do remember liking the taste and feeling that it seemed so big in my mouth...
Jake's moves were smooth -- like hed done something like this before...
he was pushing the head and shaft all the way into my throat...his voice becoming soft and almost affectionate...
saying things like:
"thats it -- good boy...you like that???
it feels nice - right ?
good - -- good boy...
oh yeah, it feels so good...oh..fuc yeah...baby..thats it..."
touching the top of my head nice...and stroking my hair -touching the back of my head - and then pulling me closer to him...so the side of my face brushed against his stomach as i sucked him off...and then he wrapped his arms around me....
just then, (and i think jake would have came or was getting ready to come but) my father's secretary came around asking if were were going to lunch or not...
"hey! hey you guys!"
we could hear her from the outside warehouse of the machine shop...
"hey!" she called out - :where are you boys ? what are you two up to...?"
Sean's sex diary...
it was a few weeks later...
when a real darkness came over me...and i couldn't stop the "voices" in my head...
i had gotten drunk a few times from some "White Label" scotch stashed in my parents garage...and was feeling confused and spaced out...
i just remember climbing to the crawl-space above my dad's offices and then seeing a crate of swimming pool acid...
i got an idea but i ignored it --
then laying down on a pile of old rags, i pulled off my pants and began...to "spank one off" as fast as i could:
then i heard jake coming up the ladder...and
i couldn't get my pants up fast enough...
he totally caught me -- buttoning up my pants...
"oh well, well, well...what have we here -- ??"
jake kind of bellowed out and then grabbed the top button of my jeans and undid them...again -
exposing my pre-cummed adolescent cock...
he surveyed it - up and down and then without warning he grabbed the middle of the shaft, looked into my eyes and said:
"thats really beautiful..."
and then with his fist around my dick he looked me into the eyes again and for a minute i thought he might kiss me....but he touched my lower lip and ran a finger across it...and then just, paused for a second...
"hey, ya wanna try some of this...? he kind of jutted his chin toward me....
and with that he unbuttoned his pants and pulled out his own cock -- now totally big and hard...and dripping at the head with pre-cum...
"i wont tell anybody you were jerking off up here if you jerk me off too and well call it even...deal?" jake offered up - like kind of like --- blackmail...jake's specialty...
i was shaking...
i nodded:
"yes..."
my dick was now fully hard again looking at Jake's dick...
my dick was that still of a boy but his was the first true male - man, erection i ever saw...
it seemed huge compared to mine...
he had hair on his balls and they hugged the shaft of his cock at first and then when he relaxed and rubbed his dick more they fell down and became two separate nuts hanging there...full of juice...oozing out...
"go ahead man - put your hand around it..." he said guiding my hand to his pole...it was warm, i remember and i got a whiff of his crotch because he wasn't wearing any underwear...
>>>it smelled musky, like a locker room. kinda damp and masculine...
i was experiencing so many feelings...
and then without warning jake directed the head of his cock to my lips and then without talking - maybe i nodded yes - i dunno...
his erection passed over my lips and went into my mouth and i began to suck it...
it felt good and right for me to do it somehow -- connect to jake in this way: i think i was in love with him...
i dunno...
i don't remember much else...
i don't know if i came...
or jerked off my own dick while i sucked him off
but i do remember liking the taste and feeling that it seemed so big in my mouth...
Jake's moves were smooth -- like hed done something like this before...
he was pushing the head and shaft all the way into my throat...his voice becoming soft and almost affectionate...
saying things like:
"thats it -- good boy...you like that???
it feels nice - right ?
good - -- good boy...
oh yeah, it feels so good...oh..fuc yeah...baby..thats it..."
touching the top of my head nice...and stroking my hair -touching the back of my head - and then pulling me closer to him...so the side of my face brushed against his stomach as i sucked him off...and then he wrapped his arms around me....
just then, (and i think jake would have came or was getting ready to come but) my father's secretary came around asking if were were going to lunch or not...
"hey! hey you guys!"
we could hear her from the outside warehouse of the machine shop...
"hey!" she called out - :where are you boys ? what are you two up to...?"
Thursday, March 20, 2008
Letter to Sally Kern Rep OK State Rep homophobe
letter posted and published www.theadvocate.com
letters....
3-18-08
Sally Kern: Old-fashioned Fascism
Re Oklahoma state representative Sally Kern: Sorry, Sally - hatred hidden behind bible quotes is still hatred...and all hate speech is from the same toxic pool of what becomes Nazism which leads to violence and murder... there will be and there is blood on your hands... say what you like - free speech or not: I'll beg to differ on one point...you are not a kind nor compassionate, forgiving nor loving Christian as the religion's founder: Jesus taught and preached. You are the same old fascist-rascist-elitiist-toxic (insane?) personae that has paraded around lying in wait....over and over... and looking to "strike" or "Strike down" or maim or kill wherever it can... Its always interesting to note that "Right wing Neo-Con-fundie-types" of the "Hetero-supremicist" variety never bother to focus on how (((heterosexuals))) could make the world a better place...or lecture or educate on what could be improved in the Hetero-sexual communties: No, No , No....it's always about how so called "Evil homos" are ruining everything...and taking over the world... You never hear of heterosexuals taking responsiblity for the more than 50 percent divorce rates....themselves... or discussing their rates of drug use, alcoholism, spousal abuse, teen-age pregnancy...on and on... Sally: I wish you peace and sanity and love: because I know that you and your kind always disappear when held up to the light of love and truth.... I surround you with love at this time...and wish to express my pity for your poor gay son who I'm sure you taught him to hate himself... A hater - hates himself and those around him or her and can only teach-preach hatred...it doesn't always look like that - but its results are always the same...violence and murder... dear Sally you've got blood on your hands... You are not the voice of God.... you are the rant of insanity and hatred and terror.... you are the terrorist.... not us....
Sean Bateman
New York, N.Y.
letters....
3-18-08
Sally Kern: Old-fashioned Fascism
Re Oklahoma state representative Sally Kern: Sorry, Sally - hatred hidden behind bible quotes is still hatred...and all hate speech is from the same toxic pool of what becomes Nazism which leads to violence and murder... there will be and there is blood on your hands... say what you like - free speech or not: I'll beg to differ on one point...you are not a kind nor compassionate, forgiving nor loving Christian as the religion's founder: Jesus taught and preached. You are the same old fascist-rascist-elitiist-toxic (insane?) personae that has paraded around lying in wait....over and over... and looking to "strike" or "Strike down" or maim or kill wherever it can... Its always interesting to note that "Right wing Neo-Con-fundie-types" of the "Hetero-supremicist" variety never bother to focus on how (((heterosexuals))) could make the world a better place...or lecture or educate on what could be improved in the Hetero-sexual communties: No, No , No....it's always about how so called "Evil homos" are ruining everything...and taking over the world... You never hear of heterosexuals taking responsiblity for the more than 50 percent divorce rates....themselves... or discussing their rates of drug use, alcoholism, spousal abuse, teen-age pregnancy...on and on... Sally: I wish you peace and sanity and love: because I know that you and your kind always disappear when held up to the light of love and truth.... I surround you with love at this time...and wish to express my pity for your poor gay son who I'm sure you taught him to hate himself... A hater - hates himself and those around him or her and can only teach-preach hatred...it doesn't always look like that - but its results are always the same...violence and murder... dear Sally you've got blood on your hands... You are not the voice of God.... you are the rant of insanity and hatred and terror.... you are the terrorist.... not us....
Sean Bateman
New York, N.Y.
Tuesday, March 04, 2008
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