hey Sean dirk here - read on for some love and fun and sexxy -- ah....stuff...
seanbateman9
Why I was born...
I was born up from the pain of our lust.....
I came from you and me and the center of all that is light and dark...the essence of power and masculinity...
and being so birthed as i was told - by renegade angels and defectors from "God" my purpose is firm...and I'am solid now and real...and I need not swear my allegance to my brethan...
my gay brothers who i will always hold in light...whom I will always protect and guide and love...
no I need not take a vow - nor chant words of any kind:
why ?
because it is my purpose - it is what I'am - the protector - the strentgh of eros...personaifed and solidified
and when I'am done and finsihed there will never again be a gay child harmed nor hurt again....
no - i will bring power to us all...in a way - and change everything....
yes - I want you to be strong and go forth and inspire....
it is your duty and mine - and so be it - if that they attack --
then by my spell - it will only make you strong and yet more powerful...
my disciples belong to me...take my hand....
and enter...the Temple....
come forth - brother...allow me to touch you...and hold you ...yes...take my hand....
I love you
The angels have sworm that I would be their masterpiece...
The masterpiece of angels...
I'am now - Alive...and I came here just for you....
love Sean dirk...
>>>>>>>>>>
recently -- upon a woman finding out that I'am GAY for guys...
she remarked...
"such a waste...."
I replied...
"No sweetie - you wanna know what a waste is...??
>>> Everytime your boyfriend sticks his dick in your useless snatch....ok -- thats a waste..."
end quote....
F**K her -- useless breeder...
This is typically the reaction you get from Straight women who can't accept that their snatch isn't the center of the universe....
and guess what -- It's NOT!
Not in my universe anyway....
>>>"Yeah - I love cock -- and you >> Dont have one bitch - so a big gay -- F**K off to all the straight women -- who can't respect -- my personal space...
Enough said...
art sketch by - Artistguy77
on this site....
((thnkxx bro...much appreciated...))
The NEW Breed...
ENTER HERE:
for darkness and dreams...and angels and lust....
>>>>>>
Iam a poet
destined to live my life
always in love and grief...
always hearing the voices of angels...
iam volatile and angry --
an angry angel that just wants to go home --
wants to be wrapped in god
wants the world to disappear
wants to be eaten by demons
and become their envy --
wash it all away
explode into a thousand heavens -- and then wash upon the shore....
rested and clean...restored --
>>>>>>>>>>>>>
Mike Knight...
((A sample of writing))
mike knight...the pleasure model...
one of the most toxic people i have encountered...yeah...
and yeah he had a big dick also and a hot ass...which he shoved a "bump" of coke into -- in the bathroom...right after he found his black jock strap...in the pile of dirty clothes...
in a closet full of "thomas pink" -- ((350.00$) shirts and "Armani" 2000.00$ dollar suits...
mr. knight was a high level...banking executive...there he was -- 4am -- ass in the air...a bump of coke up his ass and a bottle of poppers to his nose...ready to get fucked...in his 2500.oo dollar a month apartment...and there i was...
a kind of gay...dirty harry...shaman...hustler...doctor of the soul...ready to take mr. knight down to the bowels of hell and take his demons...out and bring him face to face with them...
yeah...hey guess what...i'am gonna show you your own self --hatred...and i'am gonna do it -- with my dick up your ass...and while i'am fucking you...i'am gonna make you cry --
by asking you...
"Tell me how much you fucking hate yourself...to be getting fucked like a pig...on the floor...you are so beautiful...and look at yourself...why are you trying to destroy yourself...you have everything but you have nothing -- do you bro? your just a scared little boy that wants to get fucked by daddy...well, here i'am...say it-- : fucker...I wanna hear you say how much you hate yourself...!!! (i'am fucking him harder now as i yell that at him...)) say it fuck head...you want my load...? is that what you want...? bare-backing at 5am -- all high on coke....gonna go to the office in three hours and put together another banking deal...that will make sure people like you get more and more and that people like me will get less and less? is that it fucker??
i wanna hear you say that i'am your god...and that my dick..is your god and that you worship the ground i walk on..."
and that you hate yourself...because you need me...and my darkness..."
the guy broke...
while i was fucking him...
he began to cry...and the two worlds met...crashing together...the two personaes...collided...the one that wore the black jock strap and the one that wore the 350.00 dollar shirt...and his insanity cracked and his mask feel to the floor...
wake up...
he was sobbing...and i loved him....for that \
yeah to do that for him...
give him "therapy" like that....
pull off his shackles and yank him into the light -- out of platos cave - like that...
yes - Mike Knight - I will always love him...
I took him to heaven and set him free....
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
HEAVEN IS BEAUTIFUL...
follow me...
to the gates of pleasure and wisdom....
all the secrets...
Hey Hey all my bros...
All my pics are unlocked - so go for it - d-load as you like for your personal use...of course....
((All images are copywritten...BTW..))
Guys showing (SEXY) arm-pits get my attention first...
just for the record...
>>> Sean Dirk here.....
I want to set you free...
My blog
"Sean's Blue Pajamas"
http://seanbateman9.blogspot.com/
>>> Some of my favorite sexy > vids are here:
www.youtube.com/gaybullet
>>>>>>>>>
Angels - demons and heaven...
A blog sample...
A long time ago...
AN angel was sent to watch over and protect a human...
but instead of protecting him the angel fell in love...
the angel fell in love with the human - every hour yearning to be closer and closer to him...
soon the angel forgot about God or heaven and became forever entranced with the human man...
soon the angel forgot to fly - he fell - and then was soon born into a human body...
the human went on with his life: being so deeply touched by the angels love that when he died he was able to ascend up to heaven...
filled with love: he became angel himself....
a long time ago a demon was sent to watch over a human...
the demon became entranced by the human and instead of destroying his soul, the demon fell in love with the human...soon the demon lost his will to do evil and fell from the powers of darkness...
the demon was born into a human body...
the human upon dying had no bad deeds to his life since the demon never once tempted or harmed him:
the human was full of love and went to heaven and became an angel...
once a long time ago an angel was sent to watch over a human...but soon the angel feel in love...
he forgot about heaven and soon instead of becoming human he became a demon...under the influence of the powers of darkness....
one day the demon was told to go and find a certain human and destroy his soul...
when he came upon the human he saw that he was protected by an angel...
instantly the demon was healed and flew right up to heaven...
because his sins were washed in an angels love - he too became an angel...
this is the story of how we are born...
and live and go to heaven....
we rise and fall...and live on.
sometimes the demon and sometimes the angel...but always in love...
and always going to heaven...
for more and the XXX stories youve heard about...see the above blog address...
ok
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You make me feel ike a star....
***All pics unlocked BTW -- be my guest hotty....
Yes...
I want to set you free....
Lemme see that hot snake of yours...
Your a star....
and I'am a star f**kr....
Guilt and fear are a waste of time...
When I die - and go up to heaven -- standing at the (gay) pearly gates:
God's gonna say to me:
"Man -- you sure made alot of guys happy -- (with your cock and ass)
didn't you...?"
and I say: ((hehee))
"Ah yeah -- that was Awesome! I had a good time...
>>>>>>>>Psychic medicine....???
Dude -- you know how I know your GAY--?
cuz you tried to kiss me last night when you f**ked me --
ok ??
Guess what?
If your always talking about whoose gay -- and all
Homo/// phobic...all the time: then guess what:
Your (f**kin...) Gay....
As I always say:
"Work it out on somebody else - closet case..."
A website called: "blogActive" "outs" republican-politicos that vote against gay guys and lesbians by day butlike to cornhole -- hehee - by night --
read it for yourself -- and out somebody today...it's the American thing to do...
www.Blogactive.com
or in the interest of truly free speech - chk out
www.Larryflynt.com
Sometimes I think -- our closeted brothers make more trouble for us than the "heteros" ever would...
but theyll get the message....ah..Ted -- I'am not gay -Haggard...once they get outed and nailed --
HEY! guess what if your giving money to the catholic church your funding: pedofilia (Watch a DVD called: "Deliver us from Evil..."
your also endorsing --
alcoholism, greed and abuse...
fight the real enemy??
Sinead -- I guess -- had it right the first time...
enough said...
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
Gay?
right here --- right now and all the time...
>>>>>>>>>> I'am Gay -- and I'am gay for you...and your hotness....
yep faggot -- queer -- got it real bad for all the sexy bros -- hard and sensitive in all the right places -- and I will not apologize for being GAY ever...
bring it on - baby -- guess what -- ?
Ive got a baseball bat as well...
but - I try to walk softly and carry a big dick -- I mean stick....
dont ever let anyone take away your lifeforce or abuse you -- ever...
God and Godess gave me the power -- so I'am using it...
f**k yes!
What will set you free??
yeah...
guilt is a waste of time....
is it that straight people hate us - or - do they just wanna be us...?
ponder that...
but enough of their ah -- toxic -- shame...
they can't figure out how to partner with another human being so of course -- they don't want us to...legally anyway...
ok -- lets move on...
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
Sean here...
my friends call me "Dirk..."
I'am...
the secret of your sex dreams....
yeah...
I'am...
and I know how to make it better...
and hold you - just right....
what is this ???
http://seanbateman9.blogspot.com/
If you want to see my pics -- G rated or XXX there all open...
hey -- Hot cream for you -- here bro---
Sean here...my pics are unlocked...
>>>>>>>
"People are always asking me: if I know Tyler Durden..."
ahhh- yeah I can take it like a Marine...
and be your Drill -- sargent -- tell me where you want me to blow it.....
welcome to the temple -- of the Cock..
my cock...
and yours...
together...
holding it
touching it...
the religion of pleasure...
owning it...
yes...
kneel at my altar --- and Ill kneel at yours...
yes i worship the phallus...
porn star chad Hunt -- sent me an email...he said that his penis offered me all the blessings it could bestow...
yeah --I'am real...
I'll take Courtney Love over Madonna...anytime...
Hey - have you read this far??
Thanks for all the "Hey's" and compliments...
I like all the cool profiles -- and guys spending time to show us about their lives -- really awesome...
>>>> If ur looking for ah -- mr. twink then, call the twink factory -- ok bro ??
but if: >>>>>>
Ya wanna whiff ????
Smells like "Mennen" "speed stick" in here....
sure does...
remember the way your high school locker room smelled?
the first time you saw - the jock-stud -- in the showers - after practice...??
the water flowing over his body....?
yeah...Remember --
the glory of his cock and the way he soaped it up...
his ass - powerful and entrancing....
the way he laughed...shining light everywhere....
remember that guy ?
yeah -- f**k yes!
that feeling...that buzz in your knees - how you felt when you saw him...
youll never forget that day -- the day you knew - who and what you are and waht your life was going to be from that day forward...elation - fear - love...wanting...
Wanting him to come...wrap his arms around you....yeah...that ache -
thats where I'am...where I live and hold you - and caress you - touch that place - just for you....
this is where I live...
I'am a toy -- and a boy
and a man...
and a saviour...and a god...
and a devil
and an angel...
the ashes from the cigarrettes...
and a souless grey sky...
during the night of your wanting...
the ache...the knot in the place behind your dick...in your ass...I'am the cure -- for that...
yes -- thats me...giving you medicine.....
the poet -- porn star and the sage of your soothing...
I kissed the boys and made them cry...
but they made me cry too -- so I guess it's even -- right ?
Sean here...
yes...
>>>>> my COCK -- will set you free....
and my ass -- will give you all the secrets you need to know
you jus cmon over to daddies house and I'll prove it...
F**K yeah...
yep...
"Your own personal Jesus..."
and, ah -- yep...
yes...
My (boy)friends -- do call me "Beercan..."
>>and guys always say to me:
"Man-- ur cock tastes so good..."
I like the way you look at me with those beautiful eyes...
and follow me -- around the corner -- grabbing you -- the back of your neck - fast
and pull your lips to mine...hard--- deep -- when no ones looking...
as you go down....
I prefer alley ways and subway cars and sex clubs to a bedroom anyday bros...
ala Genet...yep -- prison trade...yep
street tricks folowing me home --
ok man -- i see you on the street grabbing your cock..then get in here fucker...and throw it down...
yep...
ill kiss - ah sometimes....
spit -- piss-- these are the things of guys....bro--
I wanna smell and taste yours...
no antiseptic -- lights off for me --
catch a whiff of my pits too...ahhh nice...
yeah certified pit worshipper....
show me tell me -- confess to me -- heal me...
yeah --
and after we have all sorts of rough and wrecking the kitchen sex --
i will bath myself in the light of your cock...
afterwards...we fall into bliss...
and -- hell yeah I'll cuddle...
I will pull you into my arms -- lay your head upon my strong
and steady chest -- and then you'll fall perfectly at peace -- into dreams...
and dream the dreams of all the beautfiul gay angels...
warm...protected - at peace...
dont think there are no angels for gay guys -- quite the opposite...
angels made me --
brought me here....to you -
for your pleasure...
>>>>>>>>>>>>>
ok then -- now you know -- who I'am...
and you -- ???
youd better find out...because thats why your here...
>>>>>>>>>>>
ps...
guys showing arm pits - will always get my attention...
I want to make your sexual dreams come true...
say the word -- if you dare....
yeah daddy -- hit the right spot -- please...
nobody else can do it--
yep -- sexual shaman -- ah yeah...
mind bender and dirty boy for you -- all in one...
f**k pup ?
yes...yeah ....
really dirty...SIR -- yes sir--
ah..lemme see - what else??
oh yeah...
SORRY girls...I like Dick!
I jerk off to: (pics of) Chris Evans...
much love -
Sean
ok thats it...
>>>Hot guys from all over the world hit me up...
Sean-Sean
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A letter to >>>Erik
>>
yeah --
maybe it's becuz i start shaking every time i look into your eyes...
or
the fact that I don't even know you and i can't stand to be away from you...
i want to chain you to the floor so youll never get away -- never again give that cum of urs to anyone but me --
you make me shake inside and i cant talk -
is that love or fear ?
can u love me or do you just love my h**e ??
will u let me handcuff you and blindfold u and take my cock just the way i like it ? >>>>get on ur knees like daddys little cocksucker and service me ??
and then make me do all the same for you ?
-- i never want to forget the look in ur eyes - when u filled my hole full of cream and then licked it out - lapped it out of my hole and then looked into my eyes and kissed me hard and soft all at once --
i want you to come over here with ripe funky pits and make me smell them -- and make me smell your sweaty boots and socks --
and fuc me with ur armpit in my face --
i think i would give you my blood if u needed it...
i would buy you what ever you wanted jus to have the priveledge of looking into your eyes when i woke up >>>
the truth---
i loved u even before i met you -- then i saw u and i knew
i knew you were the one --
>>> maybe becuz you came to my house at nine-thirty in the morning and just blew in and wuz like, "take off those boxers -- now..."
or maybe b-cuz you fucked me so nice and when it got too intense and i tried to pull your dick out of my ass and you were like --
"no -- No way -- Don't pull away from me...."
and wouldn't let me do it and then fucked me ever harder...
or what happened inside of me when we kissed and how you kissed me back -- kinda hard and pushing me onto the bed -- and holding me down like you couldn't get enuff...
erik -- erik Erik....
or maybe
It's just the feeling around you that i feel -
like the whole fucking world is going to explode and the ground is gonna open at any minute -- and i don't care -- and i jus see ur smile and wanna be in ur arms...
and i will want you -- always...
and i will long for you always --
more???
The First Vampire --
A new darkness began...
my punishment is to recant the tale...
to live in the memory --
of wanting to be touched by god...
now my only hope - being spared, is that i have earned the eyes of wisdom...
mangled as i'am...but that is for you to decide...
repenting here...is not a chore...
it is my destiny...
>>>the first guy who taught me --
maybe it was a dream - a dream of long ago --
the spike bar...late eighties...
saturday night. the bar is packed...around 10 pm.
I'am standing at the bar, near the front door.
i'am trying to relax - to cruise - be seen. i want to touch. have attention. smile and nod. my eyes are everywhere...i feel stares over me. it all feels good and forbidden at once...
the first few times your in the spike bar you know your in the epi-center of testoserone, lust and alcoholism...of a thousand unspoken dreams, all of these men: once tortured and closeted boys now come here to the watering-hole of freedom...
sexual freedom. to look now with eyes unguarded. to feel the brush of skin. meet the eyes. men circling. the smells of leather, man funk, sweat, sex. beer. cigarettes and pain and ecstasy...all swirling around you...
i was 26 at that time. i must have been a sight. ripped jeans. simple black t-shirt. oh so clean and bright...life in my eyes...looking around in awe...
it wasn't long before i was snatched up...
i was a begginer. here was a pro, sliding into the space of my chest and shoulders. he simply appeared. i looked up unguarded. my eyes soft and trusting and wanting him to show me all the secrets. give me the entre' into this strange new
world of carnal delights. secret passwords and dark locations...i wanted to have my iniciation. if this man in front of me was the one to do it and he choose me then i was ready...i was ready for something...
he smiles and remains silent. he is tall...wearing a t-shirt and jeans. his eyes are glossed over a bit from a few beers. his smile is knowing. iam his prey - for now...he can do whatever he wants. i want to rest my head on his chestand he can see this in my eyes...he pulls me into his arms and strokes my back with a powerful hand.
he was bigger than me in so many ways. he knew all there was to know about this place - the men who wandered the streets outside, the boys playing in the bathroom shaking and waving their dicks around,
knew all the pass-codes and doorways to knock on...
he nods and smiles and takes my wrist and looks into my eyes. looks down into me. iam enveloped by his aura of sex and knowing and masculinity:
his eyes said: "your mine."
i was. i was fresh and pure..
a babe in arms...what would he do with me?
he didn't have to speak...neither did i. it was all obvious...
he takes my wrist and i meet his eyes...he gently pulls my wrist down - underneath the bar...and smiles...my eyes widen...the men circling the bar...the crush-groove of looking and trying to see...we are surrounded and protected by the moving bodies...
my eyes widen...his hard cock is out of his pants...
his balls and dick exposed through his unbuttoned fly...the top button on his levis is done though - this makes the blood rush faster into his phallus and hold it hard.
he brings my hand to his member and makes sure i wrap my hand around it to gauge its girth and hardness...then he pats my hand and nods his head again...and smiles the smile i surely will never forget -
his piercing blue eyes clear and warm...
his cock warm...
the heat from his chest warm...
pumping his warmth into me - into my heart.
he smiles that smile...
i grip his cock --
does he want me to suck it ?
maybe in the bar ?
taste the pre-cum oozing steadily from the head?
i explore the length and smoothness of it - trying to take it all in...a body is behind me. men surround me, his penis seems so nice and i ache for it - ache to see it with my eyes...taste it. i will do whatever he commands.
gladly drop to my knees and suck him off. let him fuck me at the bar while standing there...undetected, no one could know, no one would care. my own dick sprang alive:
quick and firm and then became so hard: it knotted my staomche...
i wanted him to turn me around and maybe shove down my pants and slide his cock head up against my butt -
he had other plans....
he winks. "leans his head to the door. "lets go outside..."
soon we are on a side street. in the privacy of the dark - alone - standing against a wall in between two parked semi-truck trailors. no one could disturb us or find us...
he leans against the wall. same smile. same nod of the head. same eyes looking down. i know what i want to do. i lift up his shirt to expose his perfect overbuilt and hairless pecs...
a masculine and distinctly male smell emmanates from his torso and arm pits...
i lay me head onto his chest for a minute and become still...he allows me to stay there knowing how much iam in his trance...his hands undo his jeans now and his cock still hard flies lazily forward and i touch it again...as if an eternity has passed between now and the last time i felt it...
now the ache ever growing. he allows me to find my way...my mouth waters...and i bend to my knees at his crotch...and take the head into my mouth.
the pre-cum is sweet and i taste it slowly...
it truly is like a cream i could never have imagined...sticky - warm...like life...
and then i open my throat to accept as much of him as i can.
i grip the sides of his waist hard holding to gain leverage.
he rubs the top of my head and pulls my head toward his belly as if he now owns me - all of me.
i'am captured forever in his eyes- his smell. his taste. the size and hardness was everything i felt it would be...thick and full. to this day i havent tasted a finer man's cock or cum...
iam melting into him...disrupted momentarily by his hands leaving the top of my head to undo my pants and grab my own cock - once with a sure grip...then satisfied there is stillness...
his hands lift up my shirt - slide down my lower back to push down my jeans, my butt exposed to the night. the air hits my asshole as he spreads my cheeks apart with technique of a pro...opening, exposing, sucking, kneeling, worshipping, tasting: his hands hold my ass firm and still pulling my cheeks apart wider once more until the inner core of my hole begins to know and swell and ache further...
there is stillness and then one of his fingers taps lightly and then crawls into my hole...inches its way inside...
i relax. and arch and move...
he forces his other hand to my chin and slides his finger into my mouth and i suck on it...then he removes it and this finger finds its way down into my hole also...deeper. wet from my own mouth...
iam light headed. falling - flying...the alcohol from his body wafting into me mixing with the heat-
the pleasure he is giving me...showing me - teaching me to have for his delight...touching my virgin hole, the scared space of my manhood behind my balls...
the place that was a treasure to him - he holds his finger inside and presses hard until i grip around it...he finds a space inside of me - it buzzes - opens everything....
my hole...open the tender luscious light exposed and spilling out..."aww god..."
iam still sucking his cock slow and easy...i lift slightly and move to allow him to go deeper...
which he does...
i moan to the point of climax....
he is holding me in every way a man can...
by instinct i began to furiously jack my own cock...and then...fast --
he shoots a hot stream of jizz down my throat. my body shakes in upheaval. quivers and racks in pleasure...
he holds me down.
he makes me swallow as much of his cream as i can and then staying there - he remains hard -- i brush his shaft againt my cheek...
i descend...fall to my knees...and know: now he is forever my god...
i wish to be closer and thank him...world exploding inside of me...all the channels full of light and pleasure...
he pulls me up and kisses me hard and deep and long...iam his rag-doll limp and intoxicated...
then without warning he pushes me back away from him and then stares...to solidify the wound in my neck...to pierce me one last time with his stare...
tatto his name and image onto me...to say -- "forever - your mine"
- he takes his fingers to his nose...and breathes in the smell from my fresh young ass...judges it fine indeed...by the faint smile of approval.
i wait.
another deep savoring of the gift my hole gave and wrapped onto him...
he smiles. "yeah - your hot."
then he pushes me away. puts his hand flat onto the center of my chest and pushes me away.
"your fucking hot." betraying that he felt me worthy...
when you want it - you know where to find me..."
my hole forever his...
there would alsways be a small part of me that could only be satisfied by him...he made sure of this..
how many times i dreamed that he fucked me - that he took me home. kissed me longer. let me smell his arm - pits...
get fucked in the alley where we stood...
how many streets i wandered trying to conjure him again..
always his eyes watching me. watching what i will do with his hole...
everything begins with him...the first bite. the one who made me...was strong enough to keep me all these years...his spell so clear in my body it never dissipated...
he is the one.
he choose me.
every other man is pale compared to him.
the head vampire.
the most powerful.
the warmest and biggest cock...
i dream of him every night...
his eyes follow me and never leave...
it is him i see in the fever-dream of my conversions...
his arms wrapped around me in the transformation...
his sublime blood and delicious juice inspiring my change...
surging forever now through my soul...
his power is my power - iam beholden and his brethen - in his coven...
his power gave me the strength to survive..what is happening to me now...in the dark-light of becomming the "new bred" i pray he is proud of me -
like father to son...only he can hold me - heal me or destroy me...iam for him alone.
to this day he instructs me and i never forget his eyes...
in comparison through the years he was not kind nor angry...he was warm and powerful...
always warm and powerful...
iam his.
the bond only stronger...
he is the beginning...
the head of the coven...
he would be proud of all the fine men i brought into the fold...
he is the origin of all heat within me...
he loosened the knot in my soul..
put me in his cage - but freed me to the world...
he was my lestat. iam his louis...
he started my fire.
I'am his.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>if you read this far youll get a special prize --
I promise - hehee - ask me for deatils...
much love Sean
