Sean's sex diary...

it was a few weeks later...
when a real darkness came over me...and i couldn't stop the "voices" in my head...
i had gotten drunk a few times from some "White Label" scotch stashed in my parents garage...and was feeling confused and spaced out...

i just remember climbing to the crawl-space above my dad's offices and then seeing a crate of swimming pool acid...
i got an idea but i ignored it --
then laying down on a pile of old rags, i pulled off my pants and began...to "spank one off" as fast as i could:
then i heard jake coming up the ladder...and
i couldn't get my pants up fast enough...
he totally caught me -- buttoning up my pants...

"oh well, well, well...what have we here -- ??"
jake kind of bellowed out and then grabbed the top button of my jeans and undid them...again -
exposing my pre-cummed adolescent cock...
he surveyed it - up and down and then without warning he grabbed the middle of the shaft, looked into my eyes and said:
"thats really beautiful..."
and then with his fist around my dick he looked me into the eyes again and for a minute i thought he might kiss me....but he touched my lower lip and ran a finger across it...and then just, paused for a second...
"hey, ya wanna try some of this...? he kind of jutted his chin toward me....
and with that he unbuttoned his pants and pulled out his own cock -- now totally big and hard...and dripping at the head with pre-cum...

"i wont tell anybody you were jerking off up here if you jerk me off too and well call it even...deal?" jake offered up - like kind of like --- blackmail...jake's specialty...
i was shaking...
i nodded:
"yes..."
my dick was now fully hard again looking at Jake's dick...

my dick was that still of a boy but his was the first true male - man, erection i ever saw...
it seemed huge compared to mine...
he had hair on his balls and they hugged the shaft of his cock at first and then when he relaxed and rubbed his dick more they fell down and became two separate nuts hanging there...full of juice...oozing out...
"go ahead man - put your hand around it..." he said guiding my hand to his pole...it was warm, i remember and i got a whiff of his crotch because he wasn't wearing any underwear...
>>>it smelled musky, like a locker room. kinda damp and masculine...
i was experiencing so many feelings...
and then without warning jake directed the head of his cock to my lips and then without talking - maybe i nodded yes - i dunno...
his erection passed over my lips and went into my mouth and i began to suck it...
it felt good and right for me to do it somehow -- connect to jake in this way: i think i was in love with him...
i dunno...
i don't remember much else...
i don't know if i came...
or jerked off my own dick while i sucked him off
but i do remember liking the taste and feeling that it seemed so big in my mouth...

Jake's moves were smooth -- like hed done something like this before...
he was pushing the head and shaft all the way into my throat...his voice becoming soft and almost affectionate...
saying things like:
"thats it -- good boy...you like that???
it feels nice - right ?
good - -- good boy...
oh yeah, it feels so good...oh..fuc yeah...baby..thats it..."
touching the top of my head nice...and stroking my hair -touching the back of my head - and then pulling me closer to him...so the side of my face brushed against his stomach as i sucked him off...and then he wrapped his arms around me....
just then, (and i think jake would have came or was getting ready to come but) my father's secretary came around asking if were were going to lunch or not...
"hey! hey you guys!"
we could hear her from the outside warehouse of the machine shop...
"hey!" she called out - :where are you boys ? what are you two up to...?"

Sean's sex diary...

it was a few weeks later...
when a real darkness came over me...and i couldn't stop the "voices" in my head...
i had gotten drunk a few times from some "White Label" scotch stashed in my parents garage...and was feeling confused and spaced out...

i just remember climbing to the crawl-space above my dad's offices and then seeing a crate of swimming pool acid...
i got an idea but i ignored it --
then laying down on a pile of old rags, i pulled off my pants and began...to "spank one off" as fast as i could:
then i heard jake coming up the ladder...and
i couldn't get my pants up fast enough...
he totally caught me -- buttoning up my pants...

"oh well, well, well...what have we here -- ??"
jake kind of bellowed out and then grabbed the top button of my jeans and undid them...again -
exposing my pre-cummed adolescent cock...
he surveyed it - up and down and then without warning he grabbed the middle of the shaft, looked into my eyes and said:
"thats really beautiful..."
and then with his fist around my dick he looked me into the eyes again and for a minute i thought he might kiss me....but he touched my lower lip and ran a finger across it...and then just, paused for a second...
"hey, ya wanna try some of this...? he kind of jutted his chin toward me....
and with that he unbuttoned his pants and pulled out his own cock -- now totally big and hard...and dripping at the head with pre-cum...

"i wont tell anybody you were jerking off up here if you jerk me off too and well call it even...deal?" jake offered up - like kind of like --- blackmail...jake's specialty...
i was shaking...
i nodded:
"yes..."
my dick was now fully hard again looking at Jake's dick...

my dick was that still of a boy but his was the first true male - man, erection i ever saw...
it seemed huge compared to mine...
he had hair on his balls and they hugged the shaft of his cock at first and then when he relaxed and rubbed his dick more they fell down and became two separate nuts hanging there...full of juice...oozing out...
"go ahead man - put your hand around it..." he said guiding my hand to his pole...it was warm, i remember and i got a whiff of his crotch because he wasn't wearing any underwear...
>>>it smelled musky, like a locker room. kinda damp and masculine...
i was experiencing so many feelings...
and then without warning jake directed the head of his cock to my lips and then without talking - maybe i nodded yes - i dunno...
his erection passed over my lips and went into my mouth and i began to suck it...
it felt good and right for me to do it somehow -- connect to jake in this way: i think i was in love with him...
i dunno...
i don't remember much else...
i don't know if i came...
or jerked off my own dick while i sucked him off
but i do remember liking the taste and feeling that it seemed so big in my mouth...

Jake's moves were smooth -- like hed done something like this before...
he was pushing the head and shaft all the way into my throat...his voice becoming soft and almost affectionate...
saying things like:
"thats it -- good boy...you like that???
it feels nice - right ?
good - -- good boy...
oh yeah, it feels so good...oh..fuc yeah...baby..thats it..."
touching the top of my head nice...and stroking my hair -touching the back of my head - and then pulling me closer to him...so the side of my face brushed against his stomach as i sucked him off...and then he wrapped his arms around me....
just then, (and i think jake would have came or was getting ready to come but) my father's secretary came around asking if were were going to lunch or not...
"hey! hey you guys!"
we could hear her from the outside warehouse of the machine shop...
"hey!" she called out - :where are you boys ? what are you two up to...?"